New episode, and in it my other burning quest-ion
Time
Unavoidable march onwards?
Moments…
A moment can be long, or it can be short.
Sometimes it feels as if time does not exist, there is only flow, and no conscience of the time passing, yet inevitably it passes we just don’t notice. Those are the best times.
Sometimes it passes as slowly as sand in an hourglass, the minutes counted, by intense awareness or striving to get distracted.
Sometimes days feel full, sometimes they feel empty.
Now there is more time and better use of it than ever before. Sleep and heart are finally measured and stable.
It seems that to us there is only the present, in which we may think back to the past or project into the future. I live in the now.
Would life make sense if there was no time?
If there was no growth?
In a month, I could learn a language, I could read 10 books, I could be different yet still the same, deep down.
I think now I realize… I’m not the one steering the ship, except if I resist it… It is my deep self, and He wants to keep on reading now. Non violent communication came to me as wished
I wonder what the color of my aura is.
Golden? Purple? I hope