Is reality playing tricks on me
or am I playing tricks on it?
Am I playing tricks on me?
When I believed in fate, it worked.
Karma, too…
I only had spiritual experiences when I was open to them.
My greatest wish now was to be able to freeze time to read, and things are unexplainably delayed to give me time. So much time
And now my discovery of emotions is revealed everywhere.
It appears that the more still, known, whole our mind is, the more The Secret works.
The more reality seems to respond to our energy.
That things come to us when we are ready for them.
Somehow the episode I’m watching is what I’m thinking on emotions, “two sides of the same coin”, we tend to see them as positive and negative, but they both have to teach us, balance is needed. Permanent happiness made no sense, I learned to face sadness sometimes, but not too long. And with a chinese song in it? What?
Are we just consciousness discovering, entertaining itself?
Somehow the book I find is the final piece I need to make sense of the past, of how my “mental defences were overwhelmed”
Even my allergies seem to obey this law…
But that’s not all…
I may have found someone like me
I guess it all comes back to what I wrote months ago:
Ready for anything,
Expecting nothing.
Acceptation is peace.
Vulnerability is strength.
I may have to be more careful about what I really want
Or maybe I’m just trying to see figures in the clouds