“No, Diego. No
That is one of the laws of destiny.
All our todays and all our tomorrows are immutably shaped by our yesterdays.
I have been a rolling stone, gathering my fun where I’ve found it.
And now, when at last, I have found my one true love… I cannot change what I have become.
I am not worthy of her. I never could be.”
From the show Zorro, a bad man said. So deep.

“Am I evil?”
“Worse.
You’re smart.
When you know nothing matters, the universe is yours.”
“Smart people get a chance to climb on top.
Take reality for a ride.
But it’ll never stop trying to throw you.
Eventually, it will”
Rick

“Attend bien avant de te marrier”
Père

Dolce far niente

As sickness left
I need to be conscious
Not addiction, but choice
Not need, but enjoyment of presence
How every part of life is lived
Is a reflection of every other part
-me

I spent so long on my own on this trip
I guess I got to know that guy
He wants to be closer to his family
To be better dressed
To be more mindful and less stuck in loops
And he’s happy he knows good people he’d like to spend more time with
-me

More present when answering, no addictions, less thinking, god first.
Reassure myself.