It has become my life.
At first, I wanted it to.
I wanted it to matter more, I wanted to care about it, for it not to feel like such a bore.
Then I talked about it more, and I got a clearer picture.
Then I started seeing it like a game.
Now it has taken hold over me, as other things have similarly retreated of their own accord.
I don’t just do a thesis… I am the thesis.
I have no clue how it’s going so well…
It seems I cannot be lucky for everything at the same time though.
But I can truly spend my whole day working on this without an issue.