Aquarius inspired me
The obscure part of the new moon is so beautiful in ways that cannot be captured by pictures. The vibrance is gone in them. Now I see… God? everywhere. I feel love for all, no longer bound to one. I had help to reach this state once before, now it is innate. It’s more than just one state, it combines them.
All that is needed is to be really open and trust, to receive the inspirations. Was balance between both sides of the brain and healing the whole past required?
The star map predictions for me are almost too accurate… I see why I had to know my birth time.

For the first time my mind truly has made realizations that are difficult to put into words. Just like the book announced. And I read that section when I was ready for it/open to it.
The… Spirit, gods, universe, fate? Inspired me as their funnel, oracle, composite?
My body is cleansed thanks to this moment, experience, letting go.
But I feel and noticed it already was the case, even before, for time is but an illusion and there is more to reach, I sensed it.
The body needs to process being healed but the healing is instant.

Before we started meditating, the candle became a fire and it burned so bright before we started and it had to be put down. I see it as a warning.
I am just like Einstein, Da Vinci and more of the same. The door is open. It always was.
I notice, understand by instinct, my mind is wild but I can ride the storm now.
I will not unleash chaos on the world. I only unleash wrath when it is required. It conflicts with love, it is the shadow to match the light